I feel so cold. I know I should have someone to hug right now but he visited his grandmother and aunt and I am very sad today because I miss him so much. I thought this is our only time to bond. I have been very busy the whole week. I work for more than eight hours a day and I am still expected to do housework. I sometimes think I am almost giving up already and I am too exhausted but I had no choice, I had to do those two things. I maybe happy doing it but I feel there's so little time. The quality is just not there.